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As in my life never cease to be problems and soap operas, and ultimately do not stop ... Anyway ... first things first.

My grandmother is in the hospital. The other day she fainted at home ... seemed that she was dead. Let's say I ran to call 112 and took about 20 minutes to get ... Luckily my grandmother regained consciousness. The truth is that when they took me, I felt that would be the last time he saw her at home. The truth is that now I am alone in my house without breakfast, because there is no desire for anything ...

takes like 2 weeks in the hospital and I'm exhausted. Psychologically and physically, I'm torn. Ago Recently my mother told me years ago, in 2006, when he fell and spent some time in the hospital, was diagnosed with Alzheimers. The simple idea that I could forget my ... It broke my heart. I spent the afternoon crying, although I had a lot of exams and stuff unimportant. I cried, I cried, because I knew well that it was terminal and would go slowly forgetting all our moments together, who I was, and even that I love.

I can not even imagine how hard it is to feel alone in the world that way. Think you do not know anyone, that no one in your life ... Sincerely, I thought it was the worst of the week. But then you find a polyp, which is something like a tumor in the colon. But to be improving week, your skin has turned yellow, clear signs that the liver is failing. Therefore, it may have been spread to the liver. I want to suffer the least. I'd hate for anything to prolong their life, prolonging their suffering. Now more than ever I am in favor of euthanasia. As hard as it sounds, to me, unable to move out of bed, having to relieve themselves over, struggles desperately to escape from the ties that held for their own safety ... I do not understand because it is not allowed. Is it better to die between sobs to die for a needle? I doubt it.

Perhaps his cancer has a cure, and his liver, but it is very old. I realize that before it, will give the liver to another younger person. The potential to save you going down according to your clinical status. It's that cruel. Not everyone has the same possibilities to save.

I'm so tired of going by bus, going to the hospital ... I spend hours stuck in the bus, many times, I take the bus, leaving the hospital, with an overwhelming desire to mourn. Other days not so bad ... But most of them, lately, are horrible. What After that, we will do? What are we supposed to do now, my mother and me? I obviously have to find a job, but where the hell I'm going to accept if I have no experience in anything? Not a career, or anything ... The truth is that you could say that my situation is rather desperate. We're just my mother and me. No one else.

As much as I try not to think evil, fun, the fact is that inside, I suffer tremendously. Do not think anyone will be able to see, I have very good acting skills ... Exams, college, my friends ... have suddenly ceased to matter. What sense does it live like that? I do not find meaning in life. For a moment I was glad to have passed a course that thought suspended ... until I talked to my grandmother and I realized that really, it's not right.

What is the point that my grandmother was alive, on a bed, blind, deaf, unable to move, to tie a simple shirt and that their needs have to be over, because it is unable to move? .. . Really ... I do not want to live well, even I do not want to live like this ...

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"Until my heart stops beating" Coexistence I Part 2

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- something happens, Carlisle? - Bella said suddenly diverting our attention to the blond .- I see thoughtful, something wrong? - the other did not know what to say.
- No, said ...- calm nervous because I knew that Bella knew what I thought, "Well, it goes something .- said when he realized that no one believed him- I was thinking ... , well ...- not know what to say. Do I think are a semi-goddess? "What we're lying? No, it would be very tonto. "I have many questions to ask you, to be honest. I thought I would be over soon. Also, before you had said before that break, right? - Incredibly Carlisle, as clever as always, managed to divert attention from himself and everyone turned to the combatants.
- Hmm ... I guess you're right Bella agreed .- and looked at Jasper-Do you leave them in a tie?
- Okay, after thinking he smiled. The truth is that it longed for revenge (entendíaa Em), but promised that his sister's happiness above all .- We left in a draw "he finally said, holding out his right hand in signal friendship. She hesitated a moment whether or not to shake hands because their gloves were frayed, but shook hands and nodded his energies.
- Tie .- smiled and let go immediately to walk toward the big white house .- Alice, what is left to dark?
- Three hours, twenty minutes, ten seconds. Why? - Curious said as he followed towards the door, and with it the rest of the Cullen while leaving behind the wrecked garden Esme. And then help to fix it.
- Because it's the time I have to sleep.
- Do you have to do something later? - Curiosity began to flourish as never before since made many months.
- Well, yes, it is somewhat complicated ...- she said opening the wooden door accessing the living room of the house .- pon Tele turns on the news, please.

Alice did what was asked and what they saw on the screen were different shots of a burning house fire being extinguished by the background, and before the reporter (who had a bad taste in clothes, to the best n Alice) who said:
-... of a mysterious event. In the house you see behind me a fire broke out at dawn Today, still looking for the causes. Fortunately there have been no fatalities, but minor injuries. They claim to have found a savior angel in white garments that drew the fire. That's it, Tom, I return the connection. *- was the repetition of the news that morning, Emmet remembered having heard that the angel in another site.
- Change channel, put another news-called Bella. Alice pressed a button on the remote and appeared, this time, another story that had to do with the previous. On screen, at the bottom, there was a sentence that read: " Capture famous serial rapist" and a reporter who spoke with a deep voice:
- ... quite strange. The victim claims not to remember anything from that night and the alleged offender claims to have found a demon with red eyes in the scene, and then remembers being awakened with a headache one block from the police station a. This supports the theory of a possible outbreak of insanity of the perpetrator, but are investigating the cause ... - before Bella so requests, Alice changed the channel and put other news. The scene was a busy hospital full of doctors, but in this, the reporter was interviewing a doctor who had free time, but he looked exhausted and dark circles under his eyes showed that not slept for several hours.
- And tell me, doctor, how the landscape has been in hospital recently? - The poor had to cede the microphone to the other because if you do not have to lift his arm due to height difference. - Too busy, really. Since a few days ago we received a high rate of patients and they all say the same thing: A red-eyed female figure, but looked like an angel, had brought them. We searched the hospital and its surroundings, but we have not found anything ... - Alice turned off the TV at that time in the middle of a deathly silence. Everyone looked at Bella at the same time, but when he finally said something, trampling each other.
- Red Eye?
- female figure?
- Hospitals to overflowing?
- Bella Esme ...- began but was interrupted by Carlisle.
- Are you the cause of all this? - Spoke on behalf of all. She looked into his eyes and smiled.
- Yes, I am. That and much more. Alice, wondering what I do at night, because here's the answer: Save lives. Whatever I do, from getting into a fire, to go personally to the hospital with people dying. I do what I needed.
- But ... Why do you do? - Emmet said dumbfounded.
— Bueno, eso ocurrió hace varios meses, cuando me echaron de Forks.- empezó y se sentó en un banco que había al lado del enorme ventanal- No sabía a dónde ir, por dónde empezar a buscar; pero un día, por la noche, pensé que si habían vampiros que quitaban vidas, ¿por qué no vampiros que las salvaran? Sentí que era lo menos que podía hacer por los humanos, aprovechar mis capacidades sobrehumanas y mi autocontrol para hacer algo más que lamentarme de las muertes de los demás. Lo único trouble is I can only do it at night, although there is less danger day because I sleep.
- What you do every day? - Carlisle asked again, concerned. There was someone who shared his ideals somehow compensate for the damage they did to humanity vampires.
- Well, I tried to do every day, but sometimes came Victoria and had to waste my time fighting with her and then recover from the wounds. She gets really tiresome .- was a slight pause while everyone thought, motionless, until Carlisle broke the silence, as always.
- Then you should get some sleep, right? - Said with a smile And what it is, exactly? If I can ask ...- said fear of being disrespectful.
- Relax, you can ask me anything, "she said responding to a smile .- Well," sleep "to me is something wrong with that. Actually it would "die" because that's what I do. Return to dark place where I woke up after Bear kill me.
- So you say you died that day? - Carlisle said testing if I could really ask anything.
- That's my theory, yes. Well ... the truth is that I ... I died that day bled. "Ironic, right? - Said with a smile line with his sarcastic tone.
- So how was the ponzoñaa your heart? - Said Alice this time, ahead of Carlisle.
- That was thanks to Jonathan. Introduced in my body from the blood of the bear, but was still not enough, and he was rushed to the hospital and stole syringes and blood bags. During my conversion, he put my leg in place and repaired the resto. poison, "he said shrugging his shoulders, closing his eyes .- Now I think it's a good idea to rest, I have not stopped moving and lost energies that need tonight. Humans become very sensitive to me .- sighed heavily and opened one eye waiting for reaction from his family.
- True, - said Carlisle giving a slap to get all of your thoughts and get their attention, I just hope that our presence does not bother you.
- Of course not. On the contrary, I hope I did not bother .- replied politely, but then opened both eyes and spoke in a more awake, "Indeed, I think I'll post a habitació No ...- I was not to bother to get up, but Alice interrupted and stopped to get up from where she had slept with one hand.
- Hold, please. Al least for today .- Bella stared for a moment and then turned his gaze to rest. In the end, he returned to his previous position, lying on the wall of the window and closed his eyes.
- Okay, "he said but I have no charge if you give grim.
- Thank you, Alice smiled when Bella opened one eye and smiled in response, but said nothing .- entoces, sleep quietly, and let you calm.
- Thanks .- took a last breath and then froze completely, like a statue. Not even breathing!
- Is it me, or is not breathing? - Emmet kept staring at her funny, like the others.
- No, - said Alice because it was closer, it is not.
- looks like a corpse, "said Emmet-What? - Was frightened by the glare of his family .- What did I say?
- Nothing, Emmet, - Jasper answered him with narrowed eyes, have not said anything .- seemed angry.
- Detecto true tone of sarcasm in your voice, "I looked the same expression to another vampire, but more as a joke, a parody.
- No, what goes. You think? - Yes, I was angry.
- Relax, Jazz, quiet ...- Alice ran her hand over her husband's arm and it will automatically relax your muscles .- Do you see that is better?
- According ...- not look convinced, but a change in the eyes of his wife alerted him-What happens?
- I can see! - Glad she said as his gaze was lost in the void "I can see the future, finally!
- Security is Bella .- Carlisle said, frowning at the sight of Emmett.

There was a nice little silence while everyone thought everything had happened so far, which Bella had told them and what she had done, including the beating he gave Emmett and Jasper, but Alice thought of something totally different, she saw her near future, in which there was nothing important, so the subject was recalling past like the others, but she saw nothing.
Alice was recalling the vision that warned of death (if you could call it that, although it sounded strange) Bella, that several months ago. I was afraid of having their vision and worry aloud to others, was afraid of not being wrong and that the vision was real, I feared for the life of his friend. And how not to do when, in a clear dark forest, while falling a flood of big, her best friend (almost sister) with broken arms shattered into several parts, the left leg at one meter from the body and the other dislocated in a pool of blood slowly drying their clothes torn.

But what gave him trouble was the expression Bella showed in that vision.
She was still alive, but his eyes were distant, absent and dull, her skin was paler than he had ever seen in someone Alice, and her lips parted, red the blood had left his insurance mouth, and still see a trickle of blood out of them. Bella was alive, but seemed to have died. Just before completing his vision, Bella looked set vacíay look without feeling it, though not present, but was looking . For a couple of milliseconds Bella, her sister still human, he watched impassively from nothing, nor rain, nor cold, nor the fact that he was dying, only looked at the same expression of loneliness.

And then nothing.

All Alice could see the future of friend after it was complete darkness, and the more he struggled to see something, the more his head ached. A couple of months, he was about to give up and tell you in great detail to what he had seen Cullen, who returned to see something, if only a flash of light and darkness again.
Then another flash, another one, and a couple of minutes later saw her at last even a second. It was a complete body, so still alive, and there was still hope of finding her alive. Never forget that moment and perhaps, when regained the trust of his best friend in the future, ask him what exactly happened next. Maybe ask him to go with her that night.

other hand, Bella dreamed.
Well, actually it was not like human dreams. They are basically collections of past memories that danced around with speed until one in particular, at random, the dragging and revived, although at times she became a mere spectator, this time he lived at first hand. It was a new (not repeated as much as others) was when the 'cast' of the people by the wolves. He remembered it as if it had happened yesterday, lead vampire. He remembered the reason she was discovered: a crazed vampire decided something had to vent their anger in the town of Forks, so that murdered unarmed hikers or loggers no luck. Wolves, on hearing this, went immediately to kill, but someone had advance. Bella
skin felt again of the young vampire in the palms of his hands, returned to hear the cries of pain from it and again felt the dead weight at his feet. Closed his eyes again, bz not to destroy any more, and hid the body behind a rock and then sat on it to wait for the guests arrived. He had almost forgotten it was a dream. When they arrived he could see the famous lions, descendants of those who made the treaty with the Cullen ...
seemed surprised, and even one recognized it (the black wolf, and also the largest), but did nothing, they only stared back with a look bored and tired.

- Hello .- and told them black, who was present, he said, lowering his head .- I'm sorry, I can not understand you if you want to say something, so I beg you to transform one-spoke , containing the excitement of having met the wolves at last.

They seemed to doubt, looking at each other's eyes, but in the end, one in particular turned around and hid behind trees to be transformed. When he left, and in human form, Bella knew who he was: the boy who found that time in the forest. Now tallied how he did it.
The werewolf in question came up to her nose wrinkling with a hard expression on his face, as if he liked his presence. And how not to thought the vampire if you think that it was I who killed all those people .

- Bella-recognized "What you happened? - voice came out somewhat forced, as if holding back the
want to jump on it and crushing it. probably is what most want to do now ...
- Sam leaned her head back and say hello, but with a little more respect "I know what you have been.
- Really? - Looked trying to be polite too. She did not answer because it seemed that the other wanted to say something but did not know how start.
- Relax, - she answered, rising from his seat with a quick break and then looked at Sam in the eye, alerting them to the wolves, who stepped forward when preparing the muscles received , an order of attack .- and you also, Paul, Jared, Embry ...- they jumped when they heard his name, but the gray hair gave a warning growl "No, I to kill anyone, nor have I killed anyone.
- How can we believe you? Do you have something to prove your innocence? - Said Sam still wary tense.
- Sure. What kind of vampire would be if I face four werewolves with nothing to prove my innocence? "- She smiled alegríay turned around, showing them his back helpless. Gray was taking the opportunity to jump, but appeared to be the boss, Sam stopped him. Meanwhile, Bella had turned over the rock where she sat, bent down and picked something up .- She is the person you seek "he said suddenly releasing the body at the foot of lic ntropo. He leaped atrásy prepared for a possible attack by the vampire of the soil, but it did not "It will not move, do not worry.
- What? - He turned to look at the body shot and then looked at Bella .- But how ...?
- Let him that is dead, please, "smiled without joy, but something flashed in his eyes I found it and knew that it was she who killed so many people, so I killed her shoulders shrugged .- .- Well, here it is. I .- I turned and walked toward the trees, but a voice stopped her.
- What happened to you? - Werewolf asked "What happened to Bella I saved that day?
- That ...- Bella sighed and then turned and looked into her face ... part of her died that day .- said, speaking of herself as another person- The other bled to death a week ago because of a bear.
- So it's true what you think .- said with a gleam of understanding in his eyes.
- What do you mean? - Asked curiously.
- We thought that the Cullens have returned, and you had become, she tensed at the mention the surname "And to see you ...
- You're wrong, you cut it.
- What?
- I that you're wrong, "he repeated in a low whisper .- They transformed me.
- So who ...?- was stunned. What had happened in reality?
- Nobody you know, "she said, but then changed the subject That aside," I can go now?
- I do not think, much to my regret.
- Why? - She closed her eyes waiting for an answer I already knew what would.
- We can not allow you to leave, "he said seriously approached her and pinning her left arm between his paws that Bella seemed to have the temperature of the Sun-...- If Cullen Bella looked away, but could not escape the grip of the wolf-Si burning them are not here, then all vampire who is in this area is under our jurisdiction.
- Why? Is it by the treaty? - She asked quietly struggling to break the grip of another .- Could you let go, please?
- Sorry, but I can not. You could get away .- announced in a firm voice, but really hoped that she would not leave. La Bella I knew I had not done.
- It's for your safety. I do not trust my self .- grunts were behind in the remaining wolves, but ignored it.
- Morderása a werewolf? - He laughed.
- No, that can not be sure. What I can do is much worse than that, but I promise not to escape, the grunts are stressed, becoming almost roaring.
- By God, Paul, Calm down! - Sam shouted to gray .- Okay, let you go. But at least, let others be thrown upon you.
- Thanks .- said when he was released. Then he looked the area who had played the werewolf and held it to the right cheek to feel the residual heat of touch. had long not felt this ... heat, "she sighed closing his eyes, is so nice ... Without realizing it, had become lost in his memories, in particular the day he first saw the light of circular shape of the forest. It was on that day when he got his first kiss ...
The others said nothing, but carefully watched every move made, strange as they seem.
The truth is I never met the former Bella in person, but had seen many times Sam's mind, and had also seen pictures of it, but nothing compared to the creature that was before them. It was totally different, although the hair color was the same and the face had certain traits in the face of the former Bella, is had become a vampire in a special beauty, like the other vampires, and the smell was different from that heard in the memories of Sam, had spent a pleasant aroma of strawberries to a suffocating stench . Although, perhaps, the worst was that they had bizarre behavior.
Paul could no longer endure the anger that leapt straight to the neck recorríay the other ready to rip, and dodging Sam, made it to the position of the girl, but she was no longer there.
"B-but why?
Ja, ja, ja, ja! Te has played! -heard a voice in his head.
Embry, shut up! Damn, this does not happen again! "But what happened?
Mm ... the truth is that I could not see anything. Sorry - said another voice, that is, the remaining, Jared.
But when he looked at his hand, Bella was there with a look tired and a little sad. I looked into the eyes directly and shook his head slowly, but Paul did not know whether it was because his behavior seemed something right, or because they said it was not going to achieve.

- I thought we had reached an agreement, Sam, "she whispered, audibly for creatures like them, his name with such familiarity that a shiver ran down Sam.
- Sorry .- it-Paul apologized, still .- took a step toward the wolf, but had no influence on the fact that when Paul spoke those words Sam froze.
- I see that my presence is not welcome. I have to leave the village, right? - came barely a trickle of voice, but everyone could hear clearly.
- I think, "Sam said, his voice trying to sound firm and secure.
- Will I ever return? - Sam looked back since before looking down, and asked nothing more, "You will keep the secret to my father?" - He stared into those eyes as red as fresh blood, looking for something that is left of the old Bella.
- Yes, we will, as we did with them, "Bella thanked him not to say the name" But in return, we must ensure that no ... ...- you did not know how to say something so complicated without making it angry, neophytes who once knew were angry about anything.
- Did not kill anyone? - Asked again looking at the floor, but he could see the concurrence of Sam "Relax, I'll wait patiently for that moment arrives .- sighed tired. A few seconds later she looked up and smiled, but the smile did not reach his eyes "Anyway I have something else to do and I do not keep looking after the funeral.

He turned away, ending the conversation, but Sam interrupted again.

- Bella.
- What? Have I done something wrong?
- Will you return someday? - Asked in a whisper little like him.
- What? But if you yourself have said ...- she had turned, but stopped when he saw the Sam's face and he got what Bella spoke. He closed his eyes and sighed. When he opened them for a moment, the mask that covered his true expression broke and he replied "If you wish to be honest ... I do not know .- and so Bella turned and disappeared from clear. Soon after, he left Foks indefinitely ... Bella


back to reality suddenly, reality of truth that he was with his family, and wanted to sigh, but somehow could not. He tried to aim for the mouth, but nothing and really cared. Not that I needed air, but felt like I really is choking.
opened his eyes, looking for someone around her, but Alice and Jasper were just watching the news on the couch that was next to her. She screamed, but no sound came out of his mouth. Desperate, he managed to move and shot from where I was "sleeping", falling noisily to the ground, alerting the couple that immediately come to his aid.

- Bella? Bella! - Alice called her sister, but she was clutching his neck with one hand without success for air, choking. Jasper suddenly remembered something he heard in a class of first aid for humans, at the request of Carlisle, for the first time it was useful. She raised the girl from the soil and surrounding her abdomen, arms, and then tighten the strength. They called him "Maneuver Heimlich, "and, even when the individual used to choke on an object, it seemed to work because Bella suddenly sucked hard and started to hyper ventilate. A couple of seconds and saw fit to ask Alice when she saw Bella control their breathing, Are you okay?
- If you answered ...- fighting to stop the gasps that came from his mouth .- do now. Thanks, Jasper.
- It was nothing. I saw it once in a first aid course and I thought it would be useful this time .- shrugged, "But what happened?
- ...- happens sometimes said with an air of mystery to the window looking at me up and I can not move, or lose sight ....- a while and then Jasper looked at Alice and smiled - Luckily this time you were here with me. Usually had to wait for me to pass.
- Are not you afraid of attacking you?
- The truth is yes, but I never pass anything. During the day I used to hide in caves, if he was near the mountains, or in abandoned houses, very scary indeed, on the outskirts of cities so that no one was coming was a slight pause .- "Well, it has been done at night, I go.
- Wait! - Alice "I called you.
- You sure? ...- Blood may be slightly furrowed brow, concerned.
- I will stay away if that happens, quiet. Are you coming, Jasper? - The vampire looked at her husband, but she shook her head.
- Two weeks ago I'm not going hunting and dangerous, but would be happy another day .- smiled at the two and said goodbye .- See you later, When do you think will return?
- do not know, maybe when dawn .- Bella shrugged.
- Agreed. Until then .- He then returned to the sofa and continued watching the news.

Alice and Bella looked up and smiled. It was long time since leaving the two of us and maybe that trip, even if not exactly pleasure, a little closer the two vampires.

- Let's go, Bella took her hand to Alice and the two walked out the door together, preparing for a night a little bloody.

CONTINUED ...

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"Until my heart stops beating" Coexistence I Part 1 Depression

Here I present Coexistence, but as you know, I can only put some
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The time dragged on.

sometimes too slow, others too fast.

But going, going, in favor of and against many other life becoming a fad, fragile, no matter which existed centuries. It did not matter as had lived, suffered and loved, for old time is not mind. But Bella, its existence was like clockwork. Always moving, always the same, unchanged. No rest. Without the opportunity to do anything other than move the needle of his life.

Tick tock, tick tock ... , still playing on the white wall of the house spotless black watch Cullen recently bought by Alice, of course. Always playing with the same intensity, unstoppable, inexorable succession would mark the hours until its battery dies.

And when this happened, I knew Bella would not change the fact that when you put new batteries would continue exactly where they stopped and nobody would mind very much that stopped. Or if it breaks, you buy another. He was identified with the unit.

She knew her life would end at some point, either because the kill once and for all, or because his mind was exhausted as watch batteries. And nobody would be important.

Or so he thought until he became the head hunting in a grove on the outskirts of a village in the middle of England. Now there was something different, had a family who loved her, and that took it out a bit from his well of self-destruction, but it was empty, something was missing and what is worse, I knew what it was. The reason I was still living and the reason why he wanted to kill her at that moment, Edward.

Bella shook her head trying to think of something else and looked away black clock on the wall to the hallway. Her way to BATHING then noticed the clock and looked at him without wanting to think about things that had not thinking for months. He took a step closer to his goal, but, going forward a room that did not identify at first stopped. He closed his eyes for a few seconds to avoid looking inside but was unsuccessful. The opened and a poorly decorated room was what you saw, it was obvious who was in the amount of CDs and the couch that brought so many memories of her past to mind.

looked away a framed picture that was on a nearby table, next to a pile of books without title.

could not look without trembling knees yet continued watching without blinking, without moving, to the sound of tic, tac of clockwise.

a second. Two seconds, three ... Did not know how he looked at the simple picture in the frame made by hand, but she seemed like hours. He did not stop looking at it even though he hated that photo and returning at the time it did, because, in fact, she appeared in this picture. Her when she was human.

A Bella suddenly he felt like running away, run away as fast they could give their legs, but instead, turned turned slowly and her feet guided her to the bathroom alone. Should delete the image but could not remember his broad mind would not let her, torturing her for a while longer as he pleased.

Slowly, ever so slowly, closed the wooden door BATHING relied on this, counting to ten. Should calm down if you do not want to cause a national disaster and mass murder. Carefully Bella, he said, calm down or you will kill your family, why you're still alive ... The voice heard in his mind was silent when his breathing returned to normal and pacing to the beat of the clock.

Bella stood up and looked at the mirror right habíaa, watching his face turned descomponíay mask is becoming that much effort had been put in face, hiding what really hiding inside. The truth that no one should know the reality of the consequences of bad decisions made many months ago. I did not want to blame anybody, because nobody was to blame for getting more than her where he should not, believing that there was some kind of future for her love, thinking that would be converted by their partners and I would wake up with your family around, happy for their conversion.

But nothing was as she had dreamed of, quite the opposite. It had become a monster, she was alone, and always had been. Edward was not who bit her and took eight months to see the Cullens, who did not recognized at first, and knew it would take even more to gain the trust of his family again, or even to see Edward.

No. .. she said to herself as she closed her eyes, never be the same as before. Never see me like I was Bella and I want as they did, especially after what I have to do ... Ignoring the voices knew what was said on the floor below, began to take off the rags that were his clothes, slowly, without haste. Could afford to go slow because I was not so lost, I knew that was where it was, I had a home to return. Then, without warning, he stopped and stood with his pants half off.

A home ... long time no see say that word. It was like a fresh breeze that cleaned his dead heart, soothing balm in pain struggling to consume. I was almost close to his goal. Bella

finished undressing and stepped into the shower looking for shampoo and soap. When located, up with one hand the phone to the shower and opened the jet did not matter which side, hot cold. Running water passed through his body quietly, struggling to remove the dried blood from your skin with a small smile. He remembered that when he was human blood nauseous and I could smell it to perfection, fine irony was now that the blood was the source of energy, food.

let out a sigh when he failed to remove some remnants of red liquid and turn off the spigot, surrendering. Brand took the bar of soap with the scent of strawberries was there and rubbed her arms and face and then rip it to your scarred belly struggling to ignore, and finally bent ; to clean your feet and legs also full of indelible marks even with soap.

opened the water flow enough water to remove soap residue on the hands and then proceeded with the shampoo, strawberries too. Alice ... thought with a sigh to see that all was organized by and for a girl. He opened the lid and smelled the soothing aroma of strawberries and smooth, since he had always loved that sweet aroma that made her tense muscles relax and he could rest from the hectic day diaa was once his life.

The truth is that her hair was horrible, all tangled, muddy and forest leaves, and smelled what he hoped was just mud, so I threw the product throughout the hair with a small ; a smile and began to rub the scalp with the tip fingers. It felt good, in what could be, showering properly. So far he had tried to clean as he could with the rain or rivers that were in the path, ignoring when it crossed the Atlantic to swim, but the result usually was not very satisfactory. Continued washing her hair when someone broke into her thoughts. He turned his head slightly enough to see what your other senses told him.

was Alice, Bella veníaa leave the clothes to be changed. At first thought Alice Bella would plug with plastic curtain around the shower was blushing, as before, but Bella just opened her eyes to see who had entered in the bank , o and nodded in greeting, just like that, totally impersonal. This bothered a bit like Cullen, but he went anyway, never lose the opportunity to see what he had done the conversion into a vampire with the body of her sister. This had been transformed into something Alice knew beforehand that it would be, but that did not take away the pleasure I felt like voyeurism is to see a naked body so perfect. But when it set its sights on what prevented them from seeing the cloth before the body, ie, much of the belly, legs and back, saw marks Bella battles were more than I thought to in principle. Almost could be compared with those who had in Jasper, Alice thought, but it was something different and shocking to see someone who knew he was a soldier in a real war for centuries, to see a sister who had ; to until recently been human and had strengthened itself, on the street, and who was in an emotional state deplorable. Bella watched

clarified shampoo and body soap, took the towel he had to hand was wrapped with this and looked at her with a small smile. Alice returned it at first, overwhelmed by the tired and mature expression of her friend. Was used to because of his experience, was she matures.

- Thank you, "to see Alice wearing the clothes in his hands. Alice slow to answer.

- Ah ... anything, "muttered handing the clothes she had brought especially for her, including underwear, and insurance negaríaa Bella Alice put it but in the end would win the dispute.

- Need something? - Bella asked quietly when he saw that Alice was standing still at all in the same spot and stared. He had nothing against that Alice looked without clothes (because he had done back when James broke leg and pulled her bathing), but it was strange that there was not moved or grilled and giving their ideas of the new wardrobe that was designed to Bella .- Did something happen ? - said worried.

- Eh ... no, nothing. Is that I was thinking of unintentionally shrews apologized .- Alice smiling down at anytime, Emmet want to ask you something, "he remembered something and giggled in prayer.

Emmet had prepared a "small" proposal Bella. Doing little to reunite and Em wanted to play.

- Agreed. Thanks again for your clothes.

- You know that whenever I have something for you .- winked and shot out the door closing it behind him with a slight click .

When Bella was alone, very sound sighed. Knew that Alice was hiding something, what reminded that when asked if he could not really see their future, Alice replied very evasive or ambiguous words. It was as if he had really seen, but did not want to say out loud, and Bella had a sneaking suspicion of what might have happened this time. Trembled violently from fear and to remember that episode of his life fighting to ignore: the day he met Jonathan, the day he was bitten.

The day ceased to be Isabella Swan.

could still remember as if it had happened yesterday but there was always believed that when you vampire you forget all that, another reason that made her different from other vampires. She was very rare, starting with the fact that he slept. He could even kill what is not alive! It was just too much, more than anyone could bear. Ya, but anyone has not gone through what you , said a voice in Bella's mind. She sighed again, he knew who was talking because she was herself, but it was too complicated thing and Bella sometimes wondered why was all well. Why it was not an ordinary vampire?

shook his head, leaving your thoughts. Dress was a good time and wanted to find out what he Emmet, even if you had an idea: do not be surprised if a proposed fight, just to play around. It was so predictable ... but it might be a good idea to test their strength, to show their new status as his family and explain a thing about it. Yes, should be brought down immediately, but when it finally set on clothing brought Alice knew he had put certain conditions on his little sister so she decided to open the door BATHING called with a voice as quiet and lift it, as if to converse with her before and . That was enough.

- Alice said, and immediately appeared before her with his eyes asking what I needed, would seek some gloves, a jacket or turtleneck shirt and boots, if you can .

I do not mind the color, but prefer black.

- Could know why? - she said both worried and concerned.

- Let him that is for safety .- Bella smiled just by moving the corners of his mouth and decided to wait in the bathroom while her sister did not take long, as usual.

- Here, "she said handing him what he asked, surprisingly, black, and went downstairs while avoiding the questions in the eyes of his family.

Bella did not wait Masy speed donned some clothes and very strangely comfortable style. She realized that Alice was surely chosen for combat and fulfilling the order that Bella gave him a miracle. Well, it did not matter much, so Bella was completed wear black boots (not that you really like the heel, but was acceptable at that point), tucking pants lycra inside of the above footwear, smoothed the wrinkles invisible small long sleeve shirt that covered his neck to perfection, but perhaps was a bit close to your body, black as well.

Masy deep breath after finally opened the bathroom door, where he went down the drain all the dirt, mud and blood that had accompanied the nomadic Bella so long, with black cloth gloves. Stepped into the hall of perfectly polished and waxed wood and, ignoring the sound of heels, went relatively slow for a vampire to the spiral staircase of the house fell for this at the same speed and came downstairs with his chin held high and his eyes open displaying all the powerful burgundy blood.

- Okay, Em. What did you say? - She asked for something more quiet time for reflection BATHING.

There was a brief silence due to the difference between Bella Bella had been found and is all made up, dressed by the expert hand of Alice, her hair and face free dirt and blood. She was beautiful, was all that passed through the minds of those present in the few seconds it took Emmet to regain speech, but someone stepped forward.

- Emmet wanted to duel you. He has been a bit boring and just this time and think you can win, "said Jasper with derision in his voice. Joke he shared with Bella when their eyes met, they both knew that this was impossible.

- Oh, wow, You really think so? - Bella gave a small laugh .- let's try.

- Now? - Asked Emmet wounded pride to be underestimated "Really? Did not you have to sleep or something? - Not really thought that she had accepted so quickly.

- Are you scared? - Jasper laughed again and Bella "If you want I can sleep, but knowing you must be very anxious. Let 'Em, do not bite.

Now I was angry Emmet, realizing that they were laughing at him. I had not gone so well at the Cullen house and it felt good to laugh, think Carlisle happy to see his family so happy with the situation, thank goodness that Bella was back. sure it gets even better was the conclusion of the blonde with a smile from ear to ear.

- Come out, there's more space, said on taking the lead to the large patio that was there.

The place was large enough so that he could develop the fight and had so few trees sufriríaa not sure Esme Emmett unless really happen. The opponents are positioned some distance from each other eye to eye while the rest of the Cullens moved away a bit from them. It was better because Emmet always excited when fighting, Jasper knew from experience. He smiled.

He also wanted to fight Bella, remember fights antañoy try some excitement, but perhaps was wrong, and Bella was more innocuous than I thought ay what you saw earlier in the fight against the neophytes was tested. Well, it did not matter because now I could see Bella fight measure their strengths and weaknesses, and find their weaknesses, and perhaps then she would agree to fight him. Although it may be that she would save him as before, when he fled from his contact, "and he would say no.

Bella did not budge from his place, stood with his arms behind his back without moving a muscle while Emmet was darker and increasingly exasperated because Bella did nothing , contrary to the hopes we had placed in that fight.

- Come on, Bella, why do not you move? - The rhetorical Do you fear? I do not like no one Em smiled showing his teeth playfully repeating the above words in Bella.

- And why you do not do anything either? - She said softly and quietly.

The vampire he had little patience usually normally and began to take steps nervous side to side, going up to Bella in an attempt to distract her to attack her aback. When was close enough to catch her as her neck with a bound, he leaned on one foot and a single impulse, jumped and waved his arms powerful position themselves ahead of you ready to catch a neck or did not touch. Of course, Emmet was puzzled, he knew that it had measured the distances and usually successful in their objectives when carrying someone.

But Bella was gone. It was not where everyone thought he was, had not even seen the move leaves or footprints in the grass, it was as if he had teleported, Alice felt helpless because he could not predict the outcome of the game.

- Very slow, very slow ...- heard behind them. When turned, saw Bella squatting on the branch of a tree next to white house. She did not smile, but you could tell in his eyes that he was laughing at them, especially in Emmet .- Try to catch me now.

then disappeared again without moving a single page, but this time they could see the dust hover after his departure from the industry. It was the same as before, as if Bella never would have fallen from the tree or uploaded, but when they could descry again, was behind Emmet. Did nothing, and pinned him and attacked him, just waited for them to realize it was there and spoke again.

- I'm here, "announced his presence with ease, but with a hint of mockery.

- I gotcha! - Emmet excited shouted turning around closing his arms in the air, again without giving in your goal-Damn it! - Continued more and more while getting angry again and again failed in their attempts to catch an elusive vampire without noticing that failed because she took a step back quickly even before the other vampire prosecute the idea moving muscles.

is very clever, thought Esme, I wonder where you've learned to do those things. Maybe it was that guy so nice, Jonathan, or perhaps taught someone nomadic ... She preferred to think positive, that he was distracted from other and things out a little bit of reality, a reality that had taken them more than they had given. Esme ignored these thoughts and returned to the fight of their (almost) children: Bella gained quite an advantage and was much faster than Emmet, stronger and more skillful though took less time as a vampire and did not know military strategy as Jasper.

She was walking distance to the sides and back, avoiding sudden movements typical of Emmet with grace and ease, but there came a time when bored and disappeared again without more.

- Bella! Please do not disappear! - Almost begged Emmet .- I am ... I am ...- cost him to admit it, but I was angry with himself for not being able to not touch the other vampire-I feel helpless! Please for now.

- Really? - Let your voice giggling in the middle of nowhere. They all turned to each side looking for its source, but it confused them moving from side to side thus preventing himself to Jasper could not even see his shadow .- I guess the game has finished, do you, Emmett?

Then, she reappeared in front of them, as if it had always been there, waiting to be infatuated with their presence. As before, not smiling but looking at others, one by one, in the eye and semi-deadpan expression gave a sense of calm, reassuring at a time that made you feel empty oy cold beyond physics. It was, in general, a tired expression, someone you expect has lived for centuries, not months, an expression that you understand and know nothing beyond what their senses could perceive. An infinite loneliness within a body full of new sensations.

Bella was the expression that showed, yet they knew it was a facade, a mask not to worry his family, and some trembled even have the curiosity to know his real face. One of them was Alice, who still designing new costumes for Bella in line with previous requests, strange, but should Bella wanted to respect what if it was for safety. The truth is that when Bella asked gloves suspected at first but when he said it was a precaution all the pieces fell into place and knew all the eccentricities and new flavors of Bella were a compelling reason (to keep your family around him alive), and not entirely on a whim. Of course, I was totally against anything black, but I felt that Bella was either black, much like his new personality: slow, quiet and empty.

Wait ... Empty? Really Alice admitted that? She thought everything could be fixed when they saw Edward and return to being the happy family were met months ago when the human charming Emmett won now.

- not fair! - Complained the vampire have the advantage! I want a rematch, said with a childish pout.

looked a moment to Bella, who was poker-faced, and measured their expression almost nonexistent. It is fun, but maybe you should stop and the battle because she was tired and had to sleep for your sake and the sake of all those around her.

- I do not know ....- murmured helplessly.

- Please ...- Bells Belly-Emmet pleaded with slaughtered lamb expression impossible to resist. After several milliseconds longer frown Bella ceñoy grinned. I would never say no to your favorite brother.

- Done said taking a step backwards.

- But ...- Em said suddenly looking Bella stared at with conditions .- She sighed, expecting something, but agreed to await instructions .- Under: first, no teleports or sudden disappearances, and second, be sure to touch the ground - she looked into his eyes for a few seconds again recovering his expressionless mask Please ...- added intimidated, but never admit it.

- ...- I suppose it said, but then something came to mind and smiled broadly, "I'm quite sure that, even so, you win.

- We'll see ...- said Ela Bella's smile and took several strides backwards in preparation for the second round.

Meanwhile, the rest of the family was somewhat disagree with these conditions by asking Emmet Bella, was a bit unfair, but perhaps you Emmet daríaa chance to win, and that should be view, but Jasper knew that Bella would win anyway, another reason why 'bidding to fight it at every turn. Shifted his weight to one foot impatiently.

- Is something wrong? - Asked Alice always aware of what you ocurríaa her husband.

- There is nothing ...- "he said dismissing the case, but she insisted.

- Tell me, "said serious but not angry. The truth is I felt very curious and as yet the fighters were still decided to get distracted a little-know I do not care what you think.

- ...- Well said quietly, but enough for her to hear but the rest could not be "The actually ... I can not wait to prove to Bella personally ...

Alice opened her mouth to reply, but then Rosalie, who was next to them because the fight was stopped to begin. Alice rolled her eyes to see the face that Rose put in that time. She was jealous, but happy she was happy because he had recovered what they believed to be dead, because her husband was happy, and was jealous because Bella was monopolizing the attention of everyone, including Emmet, both for its beauty (which could not deny it), for new skills acquired.

When he saw all dirty, full of scratches and mud and branches, the first thought in the clear was that she had gone wild and had to reeducate them, but the time was such manner and told his story about his self off the fresh blood, had to put aside their prejudices and show some respect. Did not believe it at first, it is normal when you live in Jasper, a blood-crazy much older than Bella, but gradually gave some credit to see that not much altered by Victoria tried ; make them angry. It was as if Bella is almost completely ignored the world except the essentials, ie the basics like moving the body and a couple of emotions.

Speaking of emotions, Rosalie kept thinking while another part of his brain was the fight that had already begun, was also killed with the feelings, another thing that was not to believe at the moment. Had to be lying, sure, it was impossible and had never seen a vampire die that way, plus it should be out in the news: "Mysteriously away an area of five square kilometers of forest. Still looking for the causes ... "You do not see every day.

- is lying ...- escaped in a low voice, but only Jasper, who was right next door, could hear.

was about to retort something, but a cry of frustration by Emmet distracted. Indeed, Bella was winning despite not playing had left the firm ground at all times.

was much faster that Emmett because he dodged with ease, but his face was completely expressionless, was a little boring. Then she paused a moment for no reason and dropped his arms, being totally unprotected. Of course, Emmet took the opportunity to finally beat her, and, therefore, no one noticed the look that Bella Cullen family cast a split second before stopping the onslaught of Emmet with arms forward.

She resisted as long as the vampire was trying to tear it down without success showing the same expression as before, but this time with corner of his mouth downward. No other muscle moved more than necessary to prevent muscular arms Emmet touching it and it got on his nerves on the other, getting to use his forces in each punch or kick that ran but she dodged.

- damn it - screamed and tired of his game-Why do not you hit me? Quit dodge, please! - Almost begged the final.

- I do not want, "she said quietly and relaxed voice, though still Emmet dodging blows with lightning speed. He cried again because of the frustration he felt at that time .- Do you want to lose so fast? - She went on to laugh at the grimace that made Em time.

- As long as you do something out of dodge, yes - the end shouted angrily.

- As ...- answered and orders jumped back landing several feet away. He did not move.

- What's it? Is that all? - Said he also stopping. I could not believe it's all over so soon.

She did not answer but took a step toward Emmet amid a silence that neither dared to break animals. One step, another step, another ... His expression was unreadable, but overall it was a tired and angry at once. It was as if the edge of a cliff, but already used it, was upset by reverting to the same. Yes perhaps that was what Bella felt at that moment, but Jasper was not sure because the shield of the other stopped him.

was at that moment when Bella was arrested a short distance from Emmet amid absolute stillness of the others. She did not move or speak, but without knowing why, the next second Emmet was on the other side of the clearing buried among the roots of a fir tree that had yielded under the weight and impact of Emmett's body. Bella was exactly the same place as before, without expression and quiet breathing. Was equal than before, when he teleported, who seemed to have moved at all, only this time it was Em who disappeared and was found buried beneath the roots of poor tree.

- What, Emmet? - Bella asked with mock-Can I have it seems to me, or did I win? - Said with a smile and, under the gaze of all, vampire speed walked to the body of Emmett. She grabbed a foot and dug a strong tug to keep the subject then even so the vampire hanging upside down.

- Okay, I give up, "said Emmet spitting mud and branches, but tomorrow, revenge!

Bella sighed and let him back into the ground, safe and waited to see what the other. The vampire stood up, shook himself what he could from his clothes and ran to Rosalie to cuddle with him and make him forget the bad shot. Bella sighed again and headed toward the house, but a voice interrupted:

- Bella-called Jasper.

- What you need - she replied with a small smile. The truth is that Jasper was behaving better with it than ever thought possible. It felt like a real brother, but Bella looked upon his family, "What?

- Well, the truth is that ...- not know if it would be convenient as Bella said he needed sleep and so-... I would fight you, but you have to sleep, I'll understand.

Nobody said I thought nothing while Bella. Maybe not a bad idea, but risked inadvertently hurt Jasper, or worse ... No, impossible. That will never happen volveríaa, I swore to herself. That aside, it might take some skill to train for future battles. Yes, it could work ...

- All right, "replied" I have no problem, except ... - She said looking at Alice, I need other gloves for him .- Alice ran into the house and returned a couple of seconds then the clothes, matching long sleeve shirt Jasper, of course .- Who wins?

- The first one is still two seconds on the soil loses .- replied with a smile, remembering the old days. Always played it with friends when he was in the Army of Mary ...

- Perfect .- she said positioning itself in a corner of the clearing and Jasper in the other .- Any request or Emmet? - Scoffed, clearly Emmet. He sulked over behind Rosalie.

- No, - said, "I prefer to play without cheating," said the same guise.

Bella nodded and stood in battle position imitating Jasper. The vampire would be an interesting opponent because it took many years of experience, especially with newcomers, but Bella is not a novice either, thought Carlisle, just hope it will not hurt . Just then, it was as if time stopped. It seemed that the air had stopped moving and had formed an unnatural silence around them, like the calm before the storm. Then, Jasper moved. He sprinted to Bella and she ducked in front. They started with fists and kicks, trying to give the opponent, but the other was too clever, with forces too evenly matched. Okay, in melee, you could not do anything. Jasper then tried another tactic, strategy, and one of its strengths.

The vampire leaped atrásy again set his sights on Bella, who imitated. She watched everything he did Jasper, saving each and every one of his moves for future confrontations because I knew I needed battle experience with older vampires knew that she and Jasper was indicated although not atrevíaa ask the favor of training her. There was a real stroke of luck that Jasper took the first step. The nominee had already devised a technique for when Bella ended that thought. It would be easy: Bella failed to attacks from above and all she could do was hit with punches and kicks, powerful, yet absolutely no technique. He nodded to himself and ran to the vampire with all the speed that gave his legs, but the other did not seem too surprised, I was used to frontal attack and knew what to do.

But at the last moment, Jasper and rose jumped about five feet, maybe more, surprising Bella. I did not know how to react and think quickly an answer and the only thing that happened was jumping well, being in the air and hit him, but his tactics were useless when Jasper disappeared in front of the vampire and again appear behind prepared gloved fist.

Before Bella react, hit the back of this treacherously, throwing several feet away, causing a huge cloud of dust when landing.

- Is it over? - Said Emmet still bitter about his defeat, "That was all I had to do?

But before he could finish that sentence, they could see Bella standing calmly walking out of the disorder that caused at landfall. Slightly wrinkled brow, and his clothes were dirty and torn partially, but smiled slightly.

- Finally! - She said "At last someone who has done me. Interesting, but that's not enough to beat me.

- Quiet - Jasper answered already in the ground-we already knew. You're not a novice either and it should stop beating carefully .- smiled too, but was more than glad to find someone able to get within two seconds after sent to the floor that way.

- Should I feel flattered?

- Not necessarily.

When the conversation ended, they looked into his eyes and smiled again, but the fight continued. Bella, using a small Jasper distraction seemed to show, sprang forward at full speed, but I did not know was that the other knew what I was doing and was prepared mentally for the next Bella coup ... that never came. In the eyes of all Bella was getting faster until it became invisible in the eyes of even a vampire just before Jasper's position on the floor throwing this strategy, but as I thought another, was thrown back because of an attack that came from nowhere in particular, and also to fall when placed standing, another blow came from behind throwing him across the clearing. But Jasper took the blow and, on reaching the tree, he pushed his feet forward while looking at Bella with his eyes, finding hidden right next to the family but they should give that he was there.

- Beware! - He shouted. They turned him everywhere, but it was Alice who found her and she was right next to it. Immediately pulled away and dragged her to Emmett and Esme, who were close, warning of danger, but Bella smiled and disappeared again.

- Where has it gone? - Asked Esme Emmet while, but their questions were answered when he reappeared on the way from Jasper, who was still hovering and headed towards Bella.

When did she intercepted the attack and, with gloved hands so that no piece of skin was discovered that Jasper got millimeter Masy not advance any arms pinned him, preventing any movement by the other. Finding himself trapped, the vampire stopped trying to free himself and stood still while Bella took advantage of its superior strength and was knocking down slowly in soil, with the clear intention to keep it there two seconds regulatory assets.

's it? "Jasper had lost? It was all I thought the Cullen family, but at that time before who had spent two full seconds, Jasper took Bella had committed to give a powerful kick in the stomach, giving him enough meters back for free.

- are too confident, Bella, but I have to admit that was pretty close, "said catching her breath and standing on guard while Bella.

- Thanks for the warning .- she replied in a monotone, I'll remember for next time.

- Sorry, but no next time .- Jasper smiled and ran forward again, Bella attacking side, from above, from all around dazed, and used that advantage to give him another kick and roped up. He also jumped up and, without stopping, continued delivering blows from every side preventing the other thing she did not fight back.

But she did not complain. From his lips came a groan of pain or not angry or growls at Jasper. On the contrary, or rather that, as before, he showed no expression on his face and only move the muscles needed for defense. How strange ... thought Emmet, it by now should have done something to Jazz . But no one had looked set to put Bella calculator with every punch, every kick he received no mercy, and neither saw the small smile appeared on her lips just before being violently thrown to the ground with a kick. Jasper landed beside her, counting the regular time, with a smile from ear to ear waiting for the earth to dissipate.

A second, two seconds, three ...

- End of game, hoping to find Bella smiled ...- Bella's body, taking a surprise, but what ...?

Indeed, she was not there, nor behind the vampire, and when they looked behind them, the family found that was not there. So where was she? It was at that moment when they could hear steps near the only place that did not look: the grove. And there she was, full of dirt and dust, disheveled hair and wrinkled clothes, but was standing by going to them and stared at Jasper and a small smile of self-sufficiency.

- Sorry, but we need more than that to win, Jazz. Try again.

- Ja, ja, ja! Has played you, Jasper! - Emmet is unscrewed almost dropping to the floor laughing .- I can not believe it! "Really? Is it this real?

- Emmet, you shut that duraste least with her, "replied the other shaking with rage at being ridiculed in front of Emmet (and the whole family), because the joke would be forever. And when it comes to Emmet, forever is forever - But, but ... I'm sure I saw you fall to the ground!

- And I did, "she said but it's not my fault you were so distracted.

- Carlisle murmured ...- Awesome glad to have found a very special vampire, nothing Unless Bella, a vampire who was once part of the family. The thought saddened to doctor, she remained in the family, of course yes, but it would recover and return everything to be like before, they were the Forks, before Edward ...

was interrupted when he felt the eyes of Bella on her person, but it seemed unfathomable eyes crossed and he felt as if something crossed from head to toe and was discovering all its secrets hidden fears. Could it be ...? No, impossible. It could not be certain that Bella had another power. Had to be two things: a) I had lied and all that stuff the shield is a lie, but was it the power to kill living beings ...; b) She was some kind of semi- goddess with multiple powers, including mind reading.

The option 'a' seemed the most realistic, but it was the 'b' that could explain all the quirks in it. It would be best to ask her directly, but later, when she promised to tell her story of conversion. And was anxious.

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and the winner is ... Who will win the Oscar?

Thanks to all those people who over the years have shown me how much I wanted and then gave them to change the chip and become a selfish. I love when people you care about you stop worrying! Thanks to all who have disappointed me over the years;)

But thank you very much especially those who have betrayed me, and that made me feel happy first, then have hurt me more betrayal. But above all, to those who get into what they do not give a shit.

Oh, and do not forget my dearest mother, who never stops complacency and when is wrong, only she and nothing! by supuestoooooo ...

and why not? thank my father who is so heavy with their nonsense to send an email with photos. "Pictures? Please! Why presume you do not have a daughter? Just do it to embitter and wasting my time with your quackery ...

Thank you, thank you for this wonderful award. I think I can never have something so heavy on my hands ... the end of the day this statue weighs 4 kilos! (Or so they say in knowledge and win ...) and I do not go back to win the award for best actress! I do not think you can go back to pretend has not happened happened and all ... I believe I can keep this up for longer. So I leave you until our next movie or soap opera ... WHO KNOWS! Just won the award for best direction script ... or the best drama! who knows ... everything is seen.

and last but not more important ... THANKS TO MY FANS! UNCONDITIONAL MY FANS! OS ADORO! I would not have gotten where I am without you. Kisses for todosssssssss

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Me feel a little disheartened every time I see him so softly that the bars are blue, muuuuuuuuuy petite, but then I think: Damn, is that they are 20 visitors on average each bar low! And you see the piece petite 200 + bar! And luiego'm happy.


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- See? I told you. Okay .- I said and laughed "You're a useless, all you do is useless. Not serve as a vampire, your power is very simple and does not effect me, and me, a lot of insurance. He never notice you, stupid. You'd be better off dead.

At these words, the Cullens were horrified, of course. After all he had made his way to be with them Bella, Edward, you said that. Bella looked at, waiting for a reaction on your part. Anything, anything that Bella told you that your not dead, because they feared that the time and pain had made Bella forget their humanity.

Jasper, on the other hand, tensed his muscles accustomed to the reactions of common neophytes. They always attacked whatever he was around, and especially when altered by things much more simple than that. But of course, Bella showed no emotion in his face. Perhaps a bit clouded, but could see how his hand pressed harder neck of the other.

- Victoria. Bella muttered a voice from beyond the grave, Victoria ... This ... is the end of everything. Ran, Victoria, I'm tired of you and your nonsense .- knew that Bella was not only the fact of the revenge of Victoria, but said nothing. Sometimes it's best to be silent, "Please turn away a few meters ended going to the Cullen family.

ignored him and took several strides backwards, falling to almost ten feet away from its initial position. From this position he could see how Bella eyes closed, and thereafter clear the atmosphere of change. The air became heavy and oppressive, stifling, and if already in itself the evening light was gray, rainy England, became more sombríoy dead. But most impressive was how green the grass is yellowing slowly ground like leaves in the trees. Nothing moved or listening. Except

screams of pain of the vampire trapped in the hands of Bella. It was the same with Anne, the neophyte who conocíaa Bella, but had different things. Victoria was known to move and tried to escape steel prison, but could not, and was gradually losing energy until it did not move Masy fell down dead.

Silence.

Nobody said a word, not even dared to disturb animals. Bella looked at the motionless body of the vampire who was once called Victoria, but then turned and looked at those red eyes to his family. It was like a monster, a monster unrecognizable amid a small mountain of dead bodies. That vampire was not her Bella, she had changed and replaced by that creature of sharp fangs, pale skin and cold, menacing eyes. The creature took a step in their direction, causing all to be afraid and stiffen his muscles involuntarily. Jasper and Emmet a step forward and protected his family with his body, avoiding any kind of attack. She narrowed her eyes and her mouth became a thick line, but no closer, on the contrary, turned and lifted the nearest body, that of Victoria.

then proceeded to collect all demásy piled them in a stack. Cullen did not know what he did, but preferred to keep quiet, just in case. They looked at each other's eyes, bewildered, frightened. They knew what was happening, what had happened, or worse, what would happen. Alice could not see anything, its power was nullified. But there were other questions: What were the words of Victoria? Why not open the eyes of vampires? But Esme, very far from thinking of the battle they had just witnessed what was asked what would have happened to her child. What you would have to change so much and why he lost so much, though I knew the answer, so simple and concrete that was scary. It was his fault.

- Alice-called Bella. Nominee winced and looked from the back of Jasper.

- Yes?

- Do you have matches on hand? Or at least something to turn .- said without looking at them yet, my eyes were fixed on the pile of dry leaves and branches covering the pile of corpses.

- No. I Sorry ...

- I said yes I have .- Carlisle ahead standing next to Jasper and Emmet. He took the small cigarette lighter in your right pocket and threw it at the vampire.

- Thank you, "trapped in the air.

reached down and took one of the dead branches and went and lit the flame. Bella is caught and put together with the other, repeating the process with other branches and leaves at different locations forming a fire.

When started to burn and to release the characteristic purple smoke, Bella finally stood up and faced the Cullens.

- I regret all this, really. But she could have escaped while you were going. "I said, going slowly, carefully .- But do not be afraid, please. I'm the same Bella.

always with great care, she stopped and waited for their reactions. At first no one moved, but then, Carlisle took a step forward before the eyes of his family nervous. Coughed trying to lighten the situacióny spoke

- Can we trust you? - Bella looked at him a moment without reply, cocking his head at the question, I mean ... if we have to prepare, just in case .- said trying not to seem rude. Should not alter a neophyte, taught him long ago.

Bella laughed softly.

- Do not worry, I'm not dangerous, at least to my knowledge. Would never hurt you all I have left .- said when the laughter stopped.

Alice was startled by the latest words, "all I have left." That meant ... could not be true. Looked down, embarrassed by all that had happened to her best friend, her sister. Then he remembered that he had not finished her story, so I stepped forward to stand beside Carlisle, Jasper ignoring the hand that tried to stop.

- Come on, Bella, you have to finish telling your story, right? - Smiled, but did little to ease the tension.

- True, true. You've left me with the plot, and you also have to explain what happened here, Miss .- Emmet added to its natural tone, relaxing your muscles. Separated from the rest and walked over to Bella, grabbing his right arm .- A house to house.

Amazingly, everyone stopped being tense, as if Emmet had broken an invisible barrier between Bella and family. Rosalie sighed, did not help stop em, so the others followed the stream and put off leaving purple smoke behind. When they reached the house, returned to Salony sat, some in the same place as before but Alice went to the kitchen. Heard the sound of falling water and then the vampire soft steps on the parquet floor. He wore a wet cloth in his hands.

- Toma, Bella handed the cloth to wipe-named.

- Thanks, Alice, "she agreed to remove the blood began to dry skin.

began his face, then down the neck and shoulders, in the end, passing through the arms and hands. Not to great because then ducharíay would better, but it was true that the smell was strong, so much mixed blood.

- Did I smell human blood? - Asked how he does not like things Emmet.

Other use whatever came Bella and sniffed. Esme and Carlisle paled even more, if anything, was true, human blood was mixed with the animal throughout the skin and clothing from Bella. Quickly retreated, a little scared, all except Alice and Emmett, who relied on his sister and knew she not human food. Or do you?

- Bella ... you do not ... Carlisle ...-'ve failed to finish because Bella interrupted.

- Does drinking human blood? - Said with a small smile and voice security. They nodded .- Yes, as I did-If you trust in itself not much in it, such words accentuated doubts .- Let me finish! I drank human blood, but I have not killed anyone.

- What do you mean? - Carlisle was interested in approaching a little.

- Do not laugh, but ... when I could not stand the thirst ... advantage was by hospitals y. .. stole bags of blood, immediately dropped her head in shame, her hair covered her face .- I know it's tacky, but saw no way out and kill hatred really is a vampire, human or whatever.

Even after you order, Emmet burst into laughter, almost falling to the ground. Fantastic thought Bella, already have joke to annoy the rest of my life .

- I know you're stupid, but I did not think the bags spilled blood over you could say with a laugh.

- Hey, I never spilled a drop! - Responded by lifting his head offended as I said earlier, on cloudy days I spent in hospitals ... lending a hand in what could .- said running a hand through his hair, nervous.

Silence fell immediately. What was said? Emmett stood up and shook his head in disbelief. Had they heard wrong?

- Wait, are you telling me you were in direct contact with human blood, or even upset you? - Jasper finally spoke, standing leaning on a nearby wall. Bella

silent, thinking whether to tell that part of history too. Was difficult to explain and do not know if I would do well.

- Well? - Carlisle asked concerned sitting in front of Bella, Can you respond? Please.

- To answer that would tell what happened before she said slowly .- choosing the right words "As I said before the interruption of Victoria, when I awoke from my transformation was all very strange, but there was something I did not expect .- sucked noisily through the mouth, nervousness symbol Never happened to them, when you're very happy, passing it to the ones around you , or conversely, when you are sad, others too? - Alice nodded along with Carlisle understanding .- good because I ... How do you explain this? - Side looked all looking for something to help her .- Note .- said, rising.

was asked where he was going, but she stopped before one of the many vases where flowers removed poníay Alice as he pleased. Bella looked at him a couple of seconds and raised his right hand, closing his fingers around the floor naked was there and this began to fade relatively quickly, so unnatural.

The Cullens were surprised. That's what Bella had made enemies before, they had removed the energy until they died like the flowers, which fell off the petals and literally became dust.

- This, this is what happened to me ... what happens to me. My feelings intensified when she was human with my PROCESSING now can hurt, kill those around me said .- dust shaking hands, but stayed on the site.

- But you ... we will touch and here we are, "said Emmet, misunderstood" Your power works with special people o. ..- left the sentence unfinished.

- My power? Emmet Sorry, but you're wrong, "smiled trying to avoid showing teeth-this is not my power. Just my feelings.

- What? - Asked Rosalie, who was next to Carlisle.

- My power is the reason why you still live. If it is not using it right now, over ten miles around me would have been wiped off the map.

speechless. That was very impressive, thought Emmet, really amazing. But stop to think of something, a simple sum.

- So you're always using your power?

- Twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week, "she agreed so impressive to me is a waste of energy, it is not a power like that of Jasper, for example, it does naturally. It's like Alice's visions, she "calls", so to speak, his power. Imagine, Alice, what would be Always looking to the future, as far as you can and can not lower the intensity with which you try .- it shivered itself, gives headache, I know, but I think I made it clear that I hate killing , even plants.

They took a few seconds to digest his words, thinking about every sound he had uttered.

- To answer your question, Jasper .- he raised his head and looked at whenever I watch my emotions, energy use, my shield and my strength not to break anything. I do not think thirst is a problem.

- ...- Awesome Carlisle whispered, her eyes shining.

- Do not think it is both .- Bella looked down, ashamed of being the center of attention.

- Sure, "interrupted Bella Jasper to what his father meant you behave like a vampire for centuries rather than months.

- That's what they say I laughed Bella, but I'm not so special, I think.

- But how do you do to pass unnoticed among humans, with that aspect? - Said, Emmet I do not think it is normal to see a red-eyed vampire with blood covered the street.

- Following the story, - said returning to his place on the sofa when I was aware of everything that happened to me, I learned to use my power, and with the help of Jonathan, to control my strength and my emotions. When I learned that nobody mataríaa, I returned to the people .- looked down between embarrassed and sad Word spread of my disappearance, and then I die. Charlie swore on my grave that someone would pay for this, but now is not alone, at least, the Clearwater Sue's husband, Harry, died two days before my funeral of a heart attack, so Sue and Charlie are maso less together, giving mutual support. I'm happy for him .- Bella smiled a little, a faint smile, "I stayed in Forks a while, I could get my things, like my shoes, shuffled his feet, happy. The shoes I had were somewhat damaged, but still whole-short time later I had to go. Quileute Wolves me kicked out of town, so ...

- What! - Jasper shouted "Quileute Wolves? Are we talking about the same?

- If you mean the direct descendants of Ephraim Black and the others who made the treaty with you, yes, the same .- she said with complete sincerity.

- What did you with them? How many? - Asked Em, thrilled with the idea of dealing with the wolves he remembered.

- No! We do not fight. We speak quietly and helped them with some things, so that the four and I reached an agreement, I went to Forks and they supported the lie of my death and conversion. I can go back, of course, but when they think I'm not dangerous - bowed his head. Alice

I could not believe he was right. Bella was alone, totally alone and unable to return to see his father, was awful. She pictured herself in that situacióny shook violently.

- What happens! - Jasper left worried, since he had become aware of the position it was his wife, hugging herself and looking down-Have you seen anything? Did something happen to Bella?

- It's nothing, Jazz, nothing happens. Also, remember that I can not see Bella.

- Really? - Bella asked, surprised.

- Yes, indeed. I could see from ... He hesitated for months in the last prayer was obviously hiding something, but nobody said. If Alice did not want to say something, it was for a reason weight.

- So you said was right .- Bella. Carlisle, who listened intently to every word that fell from the mouth of Bella interésy twinkle in his eye, so she turned to ask his eyes .- When I went to Denali, Eleazar classified my power a "shield" that prevented people from getting into my mind .- his voice lost some volume and I look down, but stood up and continued, "While I was discovering that repelled other powers, but I knew I could against you, Alice.

- Like what kind of powers? - Asked Carlisle.

- Almost all replied quietly powers such as Jasper, do not perceive anything in the place where I am? "Asked looking at Jasper. This nodded, saying that Bella did not notice anything "Basically my power

makes me invisible to anything outside the physical. You can see me, hear me, touch me and see my smell, but that was it. The truth is that thanks to that I could get this far without killing anyone .- smiled, but then the smile faded, I got rid of the isolated life, not like the others.

- Other? - Asked Rosalie.

- People who have had the luck of losing someone important or have happened ... things, if it makes a euphemism, and lived to tell, "he said with sarcasm in his voice," And do they have the same power as me.

- I do not understand. Are not you the one who can ... "Kill"? - Emmet said.

- No, actually we are many with this curse. Have you heard of something the Bermuda Triangle? "- He nodded when I went out there I discovered that underwater is a vampire like me, but the world is totally isolated for a very long time and not know what your causes discomfort. But not everyone is under water, in the high peaks, and mostly uninhabited places, I could talk to them. The things they have to say, have experience of centuries or even millennia in some. Neither the school told me much about the Aztecs or the Germanic tribes.

- What why do not you okay? - Jasper said.

- Because I suffer just like them and does not affect me, shrugged, downplaying, if made a glass of water to the sea, nothing happens, right? For that reason, among other things, I could not beat Victoria so far. She lost to James that time, although the only thing I dislike is that the pain turned to rage and revenge, that blinded her to the point of not realizing that he faced a neophyte - returned to elevate the shoulders, indifferent.

- Other reasons why you could not beat before? I mean ... What happened this time that made a difference? - Emmet was increasingly happy and could not smile any more because the laws of physics will not let him. It was the perfect playmate, it was time to meet a real challenge.

- First, because you were you and Jasper to hold it. She always escaped when the neophytes entertained me, which reminds me ... Why has brought less this time? - she asked herself, putting her hand on the chin actually trying to unravel the mystery .- They have been very few compared with the normal number.

- Few? Is that what you call him short? - Esme was shocked with a hand on his chest, the place where her heart stopped "You could have done more harm, or worse, have died .

- Do not worry Esme. What today was easy, compared to last time .- Esme smiled reassuringly Which brings me to the second reason why my failures. Victoria is a cheater - snorted twisting the corner of his mouth downward, a gesture of annoyance, always expected to be distracted by one of my nights of surveillance on the streets to reach nearly twenty neophytes. That's playing dirty She frowned while everyone was still. Had they heard right? "Twenty, really? If it was a joke was tasteless. Bella ignored him and continued to enjoy more and more annoying, I mean, so close to a city is dangerous.

sure you have already seen the marks on my back and my arms, right? - Emmet agreed by all, losing his smile "That was a month ago, if my calculations do not fail. The media had already set their sights on me and I went on the continent over here. Victoria came, he threatened me, screamed, and other things and gave me several rounds of his "soldiers" .- paused a moment and lifted the remains of the left sleeve of his shirt up top. They could see a line of a different color almost at the junction arm to the shoulder. Then Bella up the pieces of denim pants that were even a couple of inches above his right knee, had another line in this. Jasper and Alice closed her eyes and said nothing, knew those marks, fled when he thought they were going to kill me, but I managed to put volvérmelas they all made me the once over. He was close, so I fell behind a little recovering. Sorry I can not have come sooner.

Silence again.

Carlisle looked to Bella eyes, looking for something to tell him that everything was a lie, that she had not suffered all that mattered was an exaggeration. Wanted everything to be a nightmare and back to back in time, until the eighteenth birthday of the girl and avoid what happened that day. But what I saw was sincerity in her eyes. What he said was true, totally, but was also hiding something, something he preferred not to have and wondered what it was. Also asked whether any day he would know exactly everything about his history, everything, without holding anything. It would be difficult, for sure, but knowing Bella, if you spoke a little could reach an agreement.

other hand, Jasper looked otherwise. He had stopped to hear what Bella said since he showed typical scar left when you tore a member, and was set on his neck. When Bella reached down to climb the fabric of his pants, part of what was left of his shirt was moved, leaving a perfect view of the fabric covered above.

not noticed the color of their skin, or the fact that Bella left little to the imagination, his eye strayed to the row that had bite marks on his collarbone. So similar to theirs. Also looked at his jaw, slightly distorted by scars that were capped by the hair, but now they had discovered. Bella gave everything in nostalgia, he felt again as at that time, when I could do what he wanted to fight and win. Proof of this was all over her face and arms Brands lived battles, triumphs and pain. So understood, I knew how you felt when you tore a leg, I knew what was to kill to survive, he understood that feeling of loneliness in his eyes he saw burgund , a. Bella

Then, as if they pronounced his name, he turned looked at Jasper in the eyes, gold against red. She found what she was looking into those eyes, he saw someone who understood what he had done and was not sorry for her, so she smiled slightly. He responded, but hid it away. Their meeting lasted just hundredths of a second, and the others were defrosting. Bella looked away, a flick of his head looked at Carlisle, who surely would have many questions, but nobody said anything yet. Her hair moved because of that accióny discovered the other side of Bella's neck, place in which Jasper could see a particular brand of bite than others.

Curiosity gnawed at him, wanted to know the feel of that scar peculiar, see what his eyes told him. So moved relatively slow for a vampire and went to Bella. He moved his right hand under the watchful eye of his family and Bella, wanted to know what was going to do, and then Bella tensed on the site opening her eyes.

- No! - Shouted and pushed his brother away from her without giving him the opportunity to touch. He prayed that he had not touched or frightened and retreated several paces until his back hit the wooden wall at the other end of the room.

- ...!- But what Emmet said, reacting at last going first to see the status of Jasper.

- Bella! What happened to you? - Esme and Rosalie got up off the couch and moved to Bella but she stopped them.

- No! Do not go near! Please ...- pleaded wrapping herself in his arms trying to calm "Give me a moment please," somewhat calmer The

Cullen where they were stopped and looked at Bella, frightened. At the end was to prove that Bella was so neophyte and unstable as the others, or who had become violent, but then looked at Jasper who was shaking slightly looking at Bella with her eyes wide open.

- Jasper, are you okay? - Carlisle changed his tone to a more tranquil, which normally used in hospitals.

- Yes, "only.

- Jasper, I ... I'm sorry "he apologized quietly Bella entirely while stood-but ... is dangerous to touch me.

- But you can not very efficient? - Emmett scoffed half-Do not tell me it was a lie.

- I have not lied, it's just that ... even if my power is a hundred percent, that is the case now, vampires in some kind of power sensitive to the emotions or thoughts, can feel a small fraction of my inner my curse. Do not kill, but still hurts and I do not want to hurt you, Jasper. I regret having been so sharp.

- Do not worry, I should apologize for my approach. But I have a question, if I can feel the shield to one hundred percent, why the plant is dead before? - Said looking at her, but avoiding the eyes.

- Because plants are living things simpler than human. My "curse" does not affect them equally to humans, vampires, animals and plants .- began to explain, walking to the family .- When I play a vampire living or first attacks your body and his mind alike, but the body does not hold, so the mind is disconnected. It is at that point that humans and vampires are different, in humans, the mind is weak tambiény the human dies, but vampires, who are stronger, can not die. Disconnected and could only return, but do not know and are suspended in the void of pain forever.

- And you if you know, perhaps? - Emmet asked, slightly offended.

- Yes. In fact I do every day, glanced at the time on the clock on the wall. It was nearly five o'clock and was breaking, you should do in a while. I have set a schedule so I can sleep at night Diaye out.

- Sleep? - Asked Carlisle.

- Yes This is how I call it, although not exactly sleep like when I was human. I can control the time and place, and I have not sleep . I sleep when my energy levels reach a dangerous level, or when I can. The bad thing is that I can only sleep for a couple of hours, tops. I must be alert.

- Ya, ya, "said Alice, changing the subject, but, as you forget important!

- What is it? "Said Bella.

- I will give something. Go to bathe and change clothes, by God. Can not stand seeing the insult to fashion .- voice said indignantly.

- Okay, I think I need to change clothes. .- Really suck Bella said quietly going down the stairs making eyes. As he climbed to the second floor, Alice turned to Jasper.

He had an ugly face. Had paled even more than his natural color, and observed the ground staring, not moving.

- Are you okay? - Asked worried.

He just nodded, slowly. It was never

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anyone, but it had hurt, and it still hurt when touched, Bella.

Because it had come to touch and electric shock across her arm, then reaching around her body. He had concealed very well, but when he looked at Bella's eyes again, before she divert his view, could discover the reason for his reaction before explaining it.

and hurt, really hurt, and the thought that it was a small part of Bella's feelings, made him shudder. Then he asked, as he watched Bella climbed the stairs, so far the consequences of the mistake he made several months ago, the day he turned eighteen Bella. It said, too, that would do anything to help her sister find what she had lost, embrace it as the others.

wanted to catch up.