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As in my life never cease to be problems and soap operas, and ultimately do not stop ... Anyway ... first things first.

My grandmother is in the hospital. The other day she fainted at home ... seemed that she was dead. Let's say I ran to call 112 and took about 20 minutes to get ... Luckily my grandmother regained consciousness. The truth is that when they took me, I felt that would be the last time he saw her at home. The truth is that now I am alone in my house without breakfast, because there is no desire for anything ...

takes like 2 weeks in the hospital and I'm exhausted. Psychologically and physically, I'm torn. Ago Recently my mother told me years ago, in 2006, when he fell and spent some time in the hospital, was diagnosed with Alzheimers. The simple idea that I could forget my ... It broke my heart. I spent the afternoon crying, although I had a lot of exams and stuff unimportant. I cried, I cried, because I knew well that it was terminal and would go slowly forgetting all our moments together, who I was, and even that I love.

I can not even imagine how hard it is to feel alone in the world that way. Think you do not know anyone, that no one in your life ... Sincerely, I thought it was the worst of the week. But then you find a polyp, which is something like a tumor in the colon. But to be improving week, your skin has turned yellow, clear signs that the liver is failing. Therefore, it may have been spread to the liver. I want to suffer the least. I'd hate for anything to prolong their life, prolonging their suffering. Now more than ever I am in favor of euthanasia. As hard as it sounds, to me, unable to move out of bed, having to relieve themselves over, struggles desperately to escape from the ties that held for their own safety ... I do not understand because it is not allowed. Is it better to die between sobs to die for a needle? I doubt it.

Perhaps his cancer has a cure, and his liver, but it is very old. I realize that before it, will give the liver to another younger person. The potential to save you going down according to your clinical status. It's that cruel. Not everyone has the same possibilities to save.

I'm so tired of going by bus, going to the hospital ... I spend hours stuck in the bus, many times, I take the bus, leaving the hospital, with an overwhelming desire to mourn. Other days not so bad ... But most of them, lately, are horrible. What After that, we will do? What are we supposed to do now, my mother and me? I obviously have to find a job, but where the hell I'm going to accept if I have no experience in anything? Not a career, or anything ... The truth is that you could say that my situation is rather desperate. We're just my mother and me. No one else.

As much as I try not to think evil, fun, the fact is that inside, I suffer tremendously. Do not think anyone will be able to see, I have very good acting skills ... Exams, college, my friends ... have suddenly ceased to matter. What sense does it live like that? I do not find meaning in life. For a moment I was glad to have passed a course that thought suspended ... until I talked to my grandmother and I realized that really, it's not right.

What is the point that my grandmother was alive, on a bed, blind, deaf, unable to move, to tie a simple shirt and that their needs have to be over, because it is unable to move? .. . Really ... I do not want to live well, even I do not want to live like this ...

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I wanted to post some of my drawings xDD
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Skecthes!? WTF!

Hola! I know that nobody sees anything that I write in this thing LiveJournal
xDDD But I need it, I promised to medaviolet .  Todo un reto, la verdad.

Contodos ustedes.... copiado y pegado descaradamente del journal de medaviolet :


English:
1. First 10 people to comment will get a free sketch.
Just post a link to a reference in your comment, and maybe a small description.
2. BUT (because there's always a but) I won't start drawing you until you offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. (It can be on Livejournal, Deviantart, Twitter or Tumblr)
If you've already done this just show me some proof.
3. If i already owe you something try to ask something different (?)

Español:
1. In the first 10 people to comment will give away a free sketch (EYE SKETCH IS HEARD THAT MEANS). ANY fandom. But if you do not know the character or characters, linkeame a reference.
2. Peeeeero ~ [yes, there is always a "BUT"] will not until you've offered 10 sketches in your journal! (It may be in Livejournal, Deviantart, Twitter or Tumblr)
If you did, show me the link please.
3: If I owe you something, try asking me something different.

List:
1. medaviolet A Fruk
2. lobo_12 Itacest (with kiss and wine include)
3. darkchise AlemaniaxItalia
4. dream_murderer IcexHK (?)
5. reihoshino Canada (who?) XUcrania
6. shaman_karo
Hong Kong 7. sonne_dark NethSpaBel
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So things are filling I ordered! ... Thank you for your attention.
EDIT: Come on! Only 3 sites!!

EDIT 2: take long to make because I'm going to England Yeah! e_e